Unfortunately the chat I was alluding to in my previous entry - the one I was hoping to do at the end of this month - will have to get pushed back. I'm going to have to spend the end of this month traveling overseas for a funeral instead ( Read more... )

The other day I read a post where the blogger basically stated that they would be sure to download Monday's Dance Pantsed PpG Special on account of the reveal a few weeks back publicly affirming that WB/CTN doesn't care about catering to girls, and as a result CTN doesn't deserve the ratings or revenue. Which is poor thinking ( Read more... )

The pain I feel is directly influenced by the amount of energy I am willing to feed it. I can let it fester. I can let it grow. I can let it bubble over, increase, multiply a thousandfold until it consumes me.

I can starve it, too.

Note to self: Starve it.

Fucking. Starve. It.

Originally posted at http://essbeejay.dreamwidth.org/107064.html.

I reached a reluctant conclusion the other day after sending this letter to the TEF/MTH fanblog-I'm becoming a BNF ( Read more... )

I have been having a difficult time lately with fandom, and, subsequently, myself, and after poking and prodding at the things that have been giving me the most difficulty I've uncovered aspects of myself that I wasn't willing to acknowledge before. It's been an ongoing thing, progressing further and further the older I get, and now that it's ( Read more... )

Spoilers for TEF/More Than Human below ( Read more... )

Thank you. Reading over the post now stirs up a mixture of "bleurgh" and "oh God this is why I need to sleep on things before actually posting anything" in me, but at the same time I can see I needed to purge that night, so perhaps the insomnia was a blessing in disguise. I thought of editing the entry to put everything behind a cut, but I have ( Read more... )

Please do not rec fics to me involving the following ( Read more... )

I'm still recovering from 2010, but I'm trying to be determined. 2011 is going to be a year of rejuvenation, completion, and closure. And if it turns out it isn't, or it can't be, then at least it can be a step towards something of the sort.
-from Jan. 6th, 2011
I wish I could say that 2011 was all of those things, but in reality it was none of them ( Read more... )

Via shiegra: The infamous cleolinda put herself up as a guinea pig for LJ's cross-posting integration with Facebook and Twitter.

What happens is pretty much not cool. At all.

That's not that bad, you say? Further details on how NOT FUCKING COOL this is.Don't wanna read links? Okay, then here's the most important part that pertains to you and only you - Something ( Read more... )